Fenrir's Journey : I Shall Devour The Heavens!

Fenrir was very happy every day, even though the hunger sometimes made her not so happy. Her Master, and the girls that 'lingered' around him, all treated her very well. They helped teach Fenrir how to be a 'proper' lady and, by doing her best to act like a lady, Fenrir could get praises from her Master. She began to 'really' enjoy getting praised by him, and the link she felt with her Master was becoming stronger every day. Fenrir liked the feeling of the link because it let her 'feel' what her Master was thinking. She realized, if she could understand her Master's feelings, she could help to make him as happy as he made Fenrir...!Happy times cannot last forever, and Fenrir felt the pain and anger of her Master when a bunch of bad people bullied the people he cared about. Fenrir didn't understand why her Master was so angry, but it made her feel angry for him. She wanted to tear apart the 'bad' people but, even though her Master was angrier than she had ever seen him, he still showed concern for her. Master had told Fenrir that 'killing' people was bad. It was only if they tried to hurt her, or the people she cared about, that Fenrir was allowed to hurt people. She was told that killing was only okay if she felt there was no other way out of the situation or the other person felt 'dangerous'. Thus, even though she wanted to help her Master, Fenrir was a 'good' girl and listened to his orders...Master finally came back from chasing down the bad men and Fenrir could see it had hurt him a lot. Fenrir was very upset and it made the hungry feeling very painful to deal with. But, because she didn't want to make her Master even more upset, Fenrir did her best to resist the pain. Then, as if he understood she was hurting, Master came to Fenrir. He held her very close and enveloped her in his warmth in a way Fenrir had never experienced before. She understood he was hurting and it was her 'duty' to help him feel better. From that point on, Fenrir became her Master's 'anchor' whenever he felt sad and lonely. In exchange, he made the hungry feeling go away and Fenrir got to enjoy the warmth of her Master's body and his scent.Fenrir 'really' like her Master's scent. It was like smelling something 'warm', 'sweet', and 'safe'. Fenrir didn't know why, but it felt like she could get full off just his smell...Master ended up getting angry again, this time for different reasons than before. He brought back a lot of girls with him, something that bothered Fenrir, but they were very strange. Fenrir learned they used to be something called 'slaves', a word that made Fenrir feel anxious and hungry. One of the girls, who had fluffy hair, droopy ears, curly horns, and a puffy tail, was even more different than the rest. Fenrir could tell by the look in her eyes that the girl her Master had brought home was hurting a lot. For the first time, Fenrir empathized with someone because the girl's appearance reminded her of when she was sad and lonely in the past. When her Master gave her the order to protect the girl from bullies, Fenrir swore she wouldn't let anyone hurt the small Sheep Person ever again...(Fenrir's Commentary: 'Preasia was one of Fenrir's first friends...')

While Fenrir had been focused on protecting her new friend, Preasia, her Master continued trying to help even more people. Fenrir knew that it was 'good' to help people and promised she would help lots of people once she got stronger. She didn't know who to help though so, unless her Master gave her an order, Fenrir decided to only help the people around her Master. He was always happy when they were happy so, if she could protect them, she would also be protecting her Master's happiness.One day, Master brought home a girl that Fenrir didn't like, not at all. She was very fluffy like Fenrir and had a bigger and softer tail. Because of the way she looked at Master, Fenrir decided she hated the girl named Haruhime. Though her Master wanted them to get along, Fenrir couldn't get along with the girl at all. She had memorized the smell coming from Haruhime's body and, because of her dislike, found the smell unpleasant. As a result, Fenrir called Haruhime as 'Harume', refusing to say her full name. Whenever she was sure nobody could hear her, Fenrir added 'smelly' at the beginning of her name...In the end, Harume ended up being very important to Master so Fenrir tried her best to slowly get along with her. It was upsetting, but Fenrir could see how much effort the smelly girl put into becoming strong, all so that she could help Master. Fenrir could never hate someone that worked so hard to help her Master so, after a few months had passed, Fenrir no longer called the smelly girl smelly, at least on the outside. She still felt it, deep inside her heart, that the girl was really, truly, smelly...it just wasn't a stinky smell anymore.The number of girls around Master always seemed to be increasing and Fenrir started to notice that she was treated differently than most of them. He never did it in front of her, at least not that often, but her Master would sometimes put his lips against the lips of the girls. His hands, which always brought her comfort and warmth, were used to explore the bodies of the girls in a way that made Fenrir's heart itch. And, though she didn't know what they were doing, Fenrir could 'feel' her Master being very excited and happy with the girls whenever they slept together in the same room. It made Fenrir feel very frustrated so she tried learning from Milan, the mother of her friend, a Cat Person named Tina.Fenrir learned that she wasn't old enough to know what Vahn was doing with the other girls, something that made her feel very frustrated. She had been the person that waited for her Master the longest, the person who worked the hardest to help him, and the person who wanted to protect him more than anyone else. It wasn't fair that 'other' people got to be with 'her' Master, not at all...!(Fenrir's Commentary: "Gnnuuu, Fenrir was very immature back then...')

After its evolution, Fenrir learned that it now was a female, no longer being the genderless monster it was in the past. As a result, she was 'forced' to wear very uncomfortable and restrictive clothing but, as she would learn later, this could also be very useful. Fenrir's Master seemed to like 'cute' thing and, since he would always brush Fenrir's hair and fur, Fenrir started trying to look cute for him. After all, wearing frilly clothing and getting praised by other people made Fenrir feel a ticklish feeling in her heart that she never experienced before.Of course, Fenrir wasn't always just dressing up and getting pampered by her Master, she was also becoming much stronger. Just as her Master had promised, Fenrir was now much stronger than when she was a lowly and pathetic Kobold...Now, she had claws that could tear through anything and, as a result of her [Insatiable Hunger], which allowed her to convert anything she ate into energy, and her [Devour], which allowed her to eat anything, Fenrir now had the tools to become even stronger. Her favorite thing to do, other than getting brushed by her Master, was to tear apart lots and lots of monsters, eating their limbs and devouring their cores without end. If not for her Master stopping her, Fenrir felt like she could have kept eating forever and ever...The most important change in her life, other than the physical changes and becoming stronger, was that Fenrir was no longer lonely anymore. Even when she was a 'bad' girl, her Master always showed patience and tried to help her overcome the hunger that constantly threatened to overwhelm her. She could see that he was worried about her and, wanting to make him happy, Fenrir tried really really hard to learn to control the hunger.One day, when the hunger got really bad, Fenrir saw something that had heavily impacted her heart. Her Master approached her when she was 'really' hungry and Fenrir had a very strong urge to eat him up. The only thing that kept her from doing so was the strong bond she always felt between her and her Master. Then, when she saw him begin hurting himself, Fenrir began to panic and the hunger suddenly became less important. She didn't want to see him hurt himself and, knowing he did it to help her calm down, Fenrir swore to her heart that she would become a 'good' girl for her Master...Being 'good' wasn't easy, and Fenrir constantly had to remind herself what she should and shouldn't do. She learned that cutting things up with her claws was 'bad', so Fenrir did her best to step lightly, even though it was very difficult. She also learned that, while baths were scary when given by the scary woman, they were very pleasant when her Master washed her body. Whenever she would be covered in blood, something Fenrir found very exciting, her Master would carefully clean her fur and wipe down her body. It made Fenrir feel a tight feeling in her lower body, especially when her Master would clean around the base of her tail...(Fenrir's Commentary: 'Getting washed by Master is the best...')

Chapter 8: Purpose